Chapter 726 Being Helpful:>7

• Ever since I had decided I wanted Octavia, all I felt was pressure to act on my desire. Days passed since her red well had dried up and I was still afraid to make my move. My free pass to her body seemed to be confined between the time she began bleeding until the time she stopped, and even then she had to initiate contact or be in exorbitant amounts of pain before I'd touch her.
• The closeness and openness we had gained was relegated to awkward movie nights where I would steal awkward glances over to her and say awkward things. It seemed in order to accomplish my goal of fucking my big sister before my little sister came to live with us, I had to recapture ground I had already taken. I had to forget about the endgame to become myself again, and from there take baby steps in the right direction.
• It took a couple days to turn the rudder in my mind away from the intended destination, but the tension finally dissolved and we talked and ate and laughed and watched TV like normal. We became as close as ever. One day, I spotted the perfect opportunity to take one of those aforementioned baby steps. Octavia was sprawled across the couch watching TV when I walked in. She was wearing short gym shorts so her feet, legs and thighs were out. I nonchalantly lifted her legs up and sat underneath them, setting her feet in my lap with my hand on top of a shin. She smiled over to me and turned back to her show. Slowly, I began moving my hands on her supple skin, first just a light brush of my thumb, but soon enough I was massaging her feet.